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I’m A Meat~Eating Yogini

September 13, 2013

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I was a vegetarian for 23 years, and a vegan for the last three of those years.  Throughout those years I was a copious reader of nutritional information, supplementing my diet, eating all of the various vegetables, proper proteins, etc, to ensure I was healthy.  The last year of this I became severely ill.  Turned out I was allergic/sensitive to: soy, yeast, wheat, gluten, tomatoes and dairy (even though I wasn’t consuming dairy at the time).  An intensive diet for years and years had taken its toll on my particular body chemistry.

 Although I was a practicing yogini for many of these years, I still held quite a bit of judgment about meat-eaters.  When I began to consume meat again, my body healed dramatically.  In this whole process, I learned so much from spirit about judgments, attitudes, processes, and personal journeys.  My original intent for vegetarianism was due to my compassion for animals.  I still hold this compassion, and have had to lean into new expanded awarenesses of the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.  I have also learned a new compassion for people.  We are all doing the best we can with the cards life has dealt.  

I have had plenty of years now to experience my own judgment of meat-eating coming back at me.  Karma’s a bitch.  It’s interesting to me to experience this judgment from people who have only met me  in the last 15 years.  Some of them have no idea what my life journey has been, but they are intent on teaching me the error of my ways.  I recognize that zeal, that enthusiasm for what one feels is the very best thing they’re contributing to the world.   I’m looking forward to the day that we collectively understand that no one path is best for everyone, but rather that we each have our unique journeys, lessons, paths to awareness.

Visionary Vegan Turned Praying Carnivore?

June 18, 2012

Diet seems to encourage conversation easier than many other topics. I notice this when I post a status update on Facebook that’s about food, and immediately the responses start pouring in, whereas if I post a prayer I might get one or two responses over time.   Not everyone prays, but I think it’s safe to say that every one of us eats. 

Vegetarianism, veganism, and raw-ism are some controversial topics in today’s world.  We heard a sermon, believe it or not, on veganism yesterday and it was conversationally stimulating, to say the least.  In fact, we are still talking about it, reacting to it, and in wonder about it.  It caused such intense reactions in the audience that the minister received some anonymous hate mail on her windshield.  I’d say that if one can elicit this type of reaction, then they are making some waves that cause growth one way or another.

A vegetarian for 21 years, a vegan for 3 years, and two different month long forays into a raw diet, I have some things to say on the topic.  I feel that I’ve explored different diets and the lifestyles that go with them.  I’ve even encountered health afflictions created by some of them.  My sweetheart reminds me that we visited veganism together twenty years ago and gave it our full monty…and have lived to tell the story, too.

My personal journey into vegetarianism first as a spiritual choice and then a health choice was not so difficult. My Higher Power made it abundantly clear to steer from cows by downloading an intense vision of a live cow being forced through a meat grinder as I bit into a Big Mac one day at a drive-thru.  That first bite was spit out vehemently and was the last bite of red meat I was to take for the next 23 years.

I was religious about it.  My poor mother tried to make my fiancé and I some vegetable soup one day and thought she could get away with a beef broth base without my noticing.  Wrong.  The soup ended up in the toilet.  I forced her to sit thru a Tofurkey at Thanksgiving against her will, and when she brought home what used to be my favorite dish ever, a live lobster that was a gift from a friend, I was mortified.  I begged and pleaded, tear streaming down my face, not to boil that lobster.  She finally relented and handed it to me, and I drove to the canal and sent it home in front of a fisherman at the dock who stood there with a strange look on his face.

My day of reckoning came when I became so ill I couldn’t eat.  My stomach was on fire, and my skin had broken out.  A plague of symptoms too terrible and personal to list had befallen me, and the doctor couldn’t help.  Nothing helped. As a final attempt at relief, I sought out a holistic nutritional doctor that a friend recommended, and they determined that my body had developed severe sensitivities to every substance foundational to my diet.  What was left to eat now?  Bark?  Trees?  Dirt?  It was indeed a big dilemma.

For a year or so I lived on meager fixin’s where no meat, no gluten, no soy, no wheat, no tomatoes and no yeast or dairy passed my lips.  It was impossible to eat at a restaurant, and it was painfully boring, but at least I wasn’t suffering from the horrible food reactions anymore.

Then I became pregnant and a new lesson was in store for me.  Five months in I could not stay awake, falling asleep even standing up.  I was exhausted, depleted, and unwell.  The doctor announced severe anemia, and no amount of pills or Floradix, or prune juice could fix it.  I was actually craving steak in my dreams.  And so, with great trepidation and deep concern, we went to a restaurant to order the first steak in well over two decades.  I couldn’t even bear to cook it myself, nor did I even know how.  That was a rough meal for me and for my beloved, who had to cut the meat for me because I couldn’t bear to.  The lifting of the fork was a push/pull, wanting to eat and not wanting to eat.

My baby’s life depended on it, though, and so eat I did.  I made peace with what was, in my own way.  Having a strong background in spiritual studies, my intention was pure and I prayed over that cow, chicken, fish hard and long before partaking.  Heck, I had been practicing praying over vegetables before chopping them for decades as well.

This was the full circle of my experience with extreme diets, and it’s not even touching on weight loss diets I’ve tried.  The message was very clear after this, that I had no right to judge anyone who ate meat or didn’t eat meat, nor did I have a right to presume that I knew best what they should be eating or whether they were ignorant or enlightened about food.  Even judging someone who is beginning to find their consciousness in what they eat is entitled to their experience without judgment.  I was that person who was zealous in my newfound passion for saving the lives of animals, cleaning up the planet, and honoring life the best I could.  I was also that person that had to eat things I would rather not have eaten, for survival and health purposes. 

Nowadays, I practice conscious choices and prayer, raising the vibration of whatever I consume, and forgiving myself when I forget or when I choose things I know aren’t good for me.  My current path is one of love and healing towards that which I consume, praying with deep gratitude for whatever gave of itself so that I could live.  I make the best choices that I can in terms of whether to purchase leather or cloth, natural or synthetic.  There are arguments in every direction for what is best or worst and it seems that evidence can be found in every direction according to one’s intention.

My mantra is balance in all things.  Balance is a good place to seek and a beautiful place to land.

 

 

Take Your Awareness Higher

August 12, 2009

It all started with seeing the words “Higher Awareness” on a link somewhere online. I don’t even remember where. I clicked and I was hooked. Suddenly a world of wisdom, accessible teachings, and beautiful quotes were at my fingertips.

A cautious spender as well as a Taurean, I like to look into things before I leap. I subscribed to the free emails, and then I forgot about it. I found myself reading my emails daily, and becoming very inspired. Beautiful ideas began to surge inside of me, and I wrote elegant blurbs about spiritual well-being, practical tips about self improvement, and more….yes I was VERY inspired.

It takes some time for me to put two and two together usually. When I received one of these emails one day, I happened to have some extra time and clicked into their link. It was familiar…hmmm..oh yes, I had seen this before and been impressed. Then I remembered where all of these wonderful emails were coming from. Immediately I looked into their course list and was hooked. I subcribed to three online courses that included e-workbooks.

Very excited at my new discovery, I delved into the workbooks. These were not only good, they were FABULOUS. And so much knowledge at my fingertips about topics that could make a huge difference in my life! I have decided to share the wealth with all of you.

At first, I will admit I wanted to keep it a secret, but was reminded in my workbook that to share the joy is to open to even more joy. I sincerely hope that you can reap the benefits from this amazing website and the courses they offer. And I’d love to hear from you when you do!

Here’s my short review:

 

I cannot say enough good things about the Higher Awareness courses!  First, they have a mailing list you can join where you receive regular insightful and helpful emails about all kinds of wonderful information to expand your mind and spirit. 

Short and easy to read, these free little tidbits of email wisdom make my day and give me positive focus throughout my week.

 

The workbook course they offer on manifesting abundance is accessible to everyone.  It is laid out in a comprehensive, organized fashion.  The readings are straightforward and well written.  The exercises are easy to do and create lasting change.

 

The writers covered every aspect of prosperity that matters, including managing money, shifting thinking about it, and living with abundance as the groundwork for your life.  As a longtime student of Unity metaphysics, I was very impressed with this course!

 

For anyone looking to make some lasting changes on a deep level for a ridiculously small fee, don’t hesitate to go to the Higher Awareness website and subscribe.  They have a range of fabulous courses that will enhance your life in a myriad of ways, with lists and lists of choices.  Do you want to improve your time management?  They have a course.  Would you like to improve your relationship?  They have a course.

 

For a small monthly fee anyone can have complete access to all of the courses they offer.  Just go to http://www.higherawareness.com?a_aid=13e46203Take advantage of the work they’ve done to give you the very best in life-changing material and exercises and live your potential!


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